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At Once
At Once What are these feelings These feelings I feel So much and so little At once I am confused I am upset I am angry I am happy I am sad How does my brain Handle so much At once It is a clear fog I...
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Not Well
Haven’t been feeling “mentally” well the past few days. I feel like I am losing it. Have a few stressful events going on. I self harmed today. I did it for a variety of reasons. One reason was to stop...
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Self Sabotage?
Went to my Psychiatrist today. I told him I had stopped the Naltrexone and Dextroamphetamine. He seems to think I am self sabotaging by stopping these. He says that “borderlines” tend to do that. When...
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The Darkness
Can you see the pain through my eyes? Can you sense the agony that I am emitting? Can you feel the tears that are not falling? What is this I am feeling? It is not new. I have been here before. Why...
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I am NOT well
I will try to make as much sense as I can, but my mind is in quite a tizzy. This kind of all started sometime last week. I have had my days mixed up, not sure what day is what. At least I know what...
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UPDATE to last post
UPDATE to last post: I did not end up getting hospitalized. My husband took FMLA to stay with me and watch after me. I have been taking my medications as prescribed. I am not really feeling any better....
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Thoughts we speak not of…
*******EXTREME TRIGGER WARNING**** EXTREME TRIGGER WARNING*****EXTREME TRIGGER WARNING***** I decided I wanted to write about those “thoughts” most of us have, but we never speak of, say them out loud....
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Self Harm – Why?
Reasons why we self harm. Things to do instead of self harming. What to do when a loved one self harms.
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Total honesty
Hello All! It has been a while since I have made a post. I have been meaning to do a post about stopping medications, but haven’t. I do not have internet access… well I do, a little bit from my...
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My Voodoo Skull Fairy
Do you or have you ever gotten a tattoo instead of self harming? Have you used the pain of getting a tattoo or piercings to help you “get by”, without you physically harming yourself? To keep you...
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